I find myself in an interesting time in my life. It's like my past is merging with my current state. It's surprising how much my life has changed over the last couple of years and now the good habits and practices that I had years ago are taking hold now.
It's hard to explain without going into specifics but the lethargic attitude that I had is lifting slowly and I'm feeling better for it. I'm reading, I'm creating and I'm meditating like I used to and it's doing me the world of good.
There are positive things that I've taken up (and a few bad ones) in the last couple of years so I've turned into some weird, independent amalgamation of what once was and what is now.
I still have my bad days but I know how to power through them and that light is at the end of the tunnel.